I once said that there are things that I like to tell people but I prefer not to. Not because you dont know your purpose. Not bcause you dont trust them but because you cant find the right words to make them understand. This particular situation just happened again…. I dunno why I expected a vegan to eat meat. Im stupid! really stupid!
There’s something I need and want to do….I need some alone time, thinking time. I need to read more, and write more. I’ve shoved myself into a completely different world from what I’ve been living in the past year, and I’ve been ignoring the emotions I’ve felt.
Right now, I feel sick. Right now, I want to vomit up the past months and spread it out in front of me and set it aflame. My mind shouldn’t run. I should slow down or probably stop.
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